I'm new to this community, as well, seems like almost everyone is!. I used to be apart of the old Mia page a while back, not sure if this related to it, but I miss that ole page!. I've been mia on and off for about 10 years or so now, more so when I was back in high school for a good yr or two. Got down to a good weight, was feeling good about myself, than kinda gave in and gained all the weight back.
Now, after 3 yrs, having kids, and stress, and just life in general, the weight has been slowly gaining and gaining, and it's been hard for me to purge after I eat, and I hate it!. I've gained so much weight, I hate it, literally. It's a constant thing day in and day out. I wish I could sometimes just, cut the weight off and be happy!. Sounds pretty bad I know, but I wish I had the gumption as I did back in high school to be constant like I used to be. I need to do something, soon, and quick, before I fall back into the way I used to be. I need help getting back into the swing of things, I need help to learn quick tricks that I don't know of. I need the... inspriation to get into it again, to feel good about myself, not only for me, but for my boyfriend, and for my family. For me to feel a hell of a lot better about myself, and to be happy.
When I was on it day in and day out, purgeing after everything I ate, barely ate anything at all except dinner, which was small portions, and than threw that up. Drank water all day, if I got too hungry, I popped a peice of gum in my mouth, and it suficed, or I made it sufice. Popping weight loss pills like it was candy, I had friends who were in the same boat as me, I had the inspriation, and I was able to do it, and had people to talk to, to courage me on when I needed it.
Was wondering if anyone else was in the same boat as I am, I need that again, or I don't know what I'm gonna go. Like I said, if I can loose about 50 pounds, I'll be set!. Hopefully I'll be able to get that gumption back that I lost some how, or anyone else feel the same way as I, please feel free to write me, and I'm hoping we'll see more and more people on here, we need it!.